10/18/2014

11:06 PM

It was such a beautiful day today. The sun was shining, the weather a bit cool. The kiss of Autumn leaves were whirled up in a gentle cyclone of invisible air. I never noticed how soft my carpet felt under my feet as I stood at my front door. I ponder about my plans for the future. Is marriage even for me? Will I be that successful but lonely woman; I shudder to think about it. Why won’t my mind be as clear as crystal? Why am I always second guessing myself, or moving days ahead? I can only live in the present, not the future! Knowing all this, don’t we still try to live days, weeks, months ahead? What are we rushing for, rushing towards anyway?

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